i wouldn't want you to get the wrong idea, dear reader. you may be asking yourself if this cat isn't just a lovesick fool. perhaps i am. i am in love with women. constantly. usually with more than one it seems. i will see a face in a magazine and i'll fall in love, even for just a minute, an hour. years. i'm in love with being in love. am i more than that? do i add up to more than desire, love, deep trolling of the melancholly emotions? well, reader, i'll leave that up to you.