Down, The Sun

Your wind blows
A dirty eye dishwater sky
Your windows
Wide open eyes delivered lies
screaming why with no reply
I tried to fly your name so high
You wouldn't even let me cry
So now there's nothing left in my
attempts to try oh fuck just die
Just fade away I'll set you free
Why can't you be the sun for me?

Won't be long
You're too far out can't hear you shout
Don't belong
Your heart's a famine, mind's a draught
It's the same old shit you always spout
You gotta be without a doubt
the doomdest seed to ever sprout
You still don't know what I'm about
I never should have waited, see
to put you out my misery
Come closer dear, I need to see
You're gonna free the sun for me
You said you'd name the son for me
You tried to take the son from me
You fucking took my sun from me

It won't go down
I let you spread throughout my head
I won't go drown
I'm sick of you and all you've said
Remember how we'd lie in bed
You always left me halfway fed
Hung all our bets out on a thread
You'd act so sweet those times you bled
out of my head out of my head
You alone could paint this dread
in me, you're fucking stain's in me
You always took the sun from me
Tried to keep the sun from me
You'd always fuckin look at me
You'd better never look for me
You said you'd bleed the son for me
You said you'd free the sun for me
You always said the sun was me.